9 months.
This sucks. I'm sick. I miss you. All I think about is what could have been, and I'm thinking things could've been pretty great. I've learned a lot from your death, but I wouldn't mind forgetting it if you were here. I almost didn't write this one, because I just don't feel like it. Maybe next month I'll have more to write, but this is it until then. I still love you, that won't ever change. I'll call you my best friend forever. That's all.